The Life of a Work In Progress

Boris- She Would

2005-04-11T03:47:42Z

So I've had this song on my computer for a while now, and realized that I can relate to these lyrics WHOLE HEARTEDLY right about now. Read for yourself. The song is called She Would by Boris. (Jenn, thank you AGAIN... keep on giving me good music. JennCho is the BOMB).

Boris: She Would

She'd never be alone if I was there to hold her
Wouldn't make her cry, wouldn't let her down
And know her little secrets and solve all her problems
And take away her sorrow somehow

She'd never be alone with my care
She'd never have to cry
And I wouldn't let her down if she were mine
I'd treat her right, make sure she would
Be satisfied

He doesn't bother 'bout the times he's hurt her
He doesn't seem to be aware of her sign
And where is his love for her, her heart is feeling homeless
I wonder why she's still his woman, Oh why...

Cause she's never be alone with my care
She'd never have to cry
And I wouldn't let her down if she were mine
I'd treat her right, make sure she would
Be satisfied
I'd make sure that she would
I'd do her good
Make sure she would, love everyday

And love would be so fair to her
If only I was there by her side

I'd treat her right, make sure she would
Be satisfied
I'd make sure that she would
I'd do her good
Make sure she would, love everyday
And I wouldn't let her down if she were MINE.

So that's the song...... What do you think? I love it, and it fully expresses how I feel at the moment.....

kyliefan @ 2005-04-06T00:28:00

2005-04-06T04:35:39Z

1. What School did u attend?
Edgewater High School

2. What year was it?
2002-03

3. What were your favorite band(s) or artist(s)?
Same stuff as now. Fun pop music, and Garbage.....

4. What was your favorite outfit?
Jeans and a T-Shirt

5. What was up with your hair?
Who knows, I don't either

6. Who was your best friend(s)?
Ashley and Betsy

7. What did you do after school?
Sleep and SGA shit

8. Where did you work?
NO WHERE

9. Did you take the bus?
I lived right behind the school. No bus for me.

10. Who did you have a crush on?
Ashley and April

11. Did you have a girlfriend/boyfriend and who?
No

12. Did you fight with your parents?
Yes, especially my Dad. Mom too.

13. Did you ever get detention?
Once, with Petrovich.

14. Favorite Subject?
English and Math

16. Who did you have a CELEBRITY crush on?
Kylie Minogue and Janet Jackson

17. Did you smoke cigarettes?
HELL NO

18. Did you lug all of your books around in your backpack all day?
Nope, that's what my locker by the SGA room was for.

19. Best events ever?
Graduation and losing State Champs for the FIRST time.

20. Did you have a 'clique'?
Nope, that wasn't me. Still isn't.

21. Where was your Senior Prom?
On that DAMN beach.

22. Did you have a "Max" like Zach, Kelly and Slater?
Sort of. Maybe Gabe's?

23. Admit it, were you popular?
I don't know, you tell me.

24. Who did you want to be just like?
No idea. Just wanted to be successful and look hot. Still workin on both.

25. What did you want to be when you grew up?
Psychologist helping families and adolescents.

26. Where did you think you'd be at the age you are now?
In college. Didn't know I'd change so much though.

27. What was the color of your yearbook?
Black. With that damn MORE thing on it.

28. What were the colors of your school?
Red and White. Love good ole' EHS.

29. What was your school mascot?
Edgar the Eagle

30. What do you predict you will look like at your 10-year reunion?
Hopefully HOT AS HELL. And successful and married to someone special.

WHOA

2005-03-04T13:41:39Z

Holy Shit. What an interesting week/two weeks it has been. What the hell is going on?

kyliefan @ 2004-11-26T16:35:00

2004-11-26T21:35:49Z

I'm 20 today. Happy Birthday to me.

kyliefan @ 2004-11-23T19:34:00

2004-11-24T00:26:19Z

Who can I trust?

Wow.

2004-10-13T08:40:19Z

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

November
Has lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinkforward. Unique. brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient. Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Dont appreciate praises. Highspirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest. Keepsecrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable.

Wow. That's pretty much me. Minus the whole Less Talkative bit.

kyliefan @ 2004-08-13T03:00:00

2004-08-13T06:53:40Z

I've begun packing. And cleaning. I leave Tuesday. Whoa.

kyliefan @ 2004-07-28T00:08:00

2004-07-28T04:02:48Z

I worry about people a lot. Is it wrong to give a damn so often in your life? And is it wrong to worry about yourself so much that it drives you insane? GOD DANG IT.

Why oh Why

2004-07-10T07:20:24Z

Why is my summer going by so fast? It's flying by me and I wish I could catch the hell up!

New Kylie Song

2004-06-28T16:55:58Z

Just heard Kylie's new B Side City Games. Very cool song. Just thought I'd share. I love Kylie. Still.

kyliefan @ 2004-06-27T00:58:00

2004-06-27T04:52:17Z

98% of teenagers do or have tried pot, if you're one of the 2% that hasn't put this in your journal.

I am one of that 2%.

Thoughts

2004-06-24T05:18:52Z

Just a note for all you people who read this pubically and/or privately. Change is good. Sometimes it's good to leave people behind. I feel I have done so. No time for people like you. You know who you are. It's time I closed this door forever. This year change is among me. For the first time it is among me. And it feels good. I am evolving. I am not who I was a month ago. Time for some of the old hurt and pain to leave this body. And it starts with no communication. That is the first step into a friendship/relationship falling apart; no communication. Silence is golden. And I am forever silent when it comes to talking to you.

What do you think?

2004-06-20T04:47:32Z

How to make a robby

Ingredients:

1 part intelligence

5 parts brilliance

3 parts energy

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Does this describe me?

To all you people out there.

2004-06-15T06:51:33Z

Hope all is going good for you. Haven't said much. Or have I?! Maybe you should get a LIVEJOURNAL!

Bored? Try This!

2004-06-03T07:18:42Z

I'd love to hear what you all have to say. Give me your feedback.
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you talked to me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your Livejournal and see what I say about you?
33. If you could give me one piece of advice, what would it be?

kyliefan @ 2004-05-28T01:42:00

2004-05-28T05:36:47Z

I guess some people never change.

kyliefan @ 2004-05-21T03:03:00

2004-05-21T06:59:37Z

Diana DeGarmo has to win. Hands Down.

Guess what?

2004-05-13T20:40:36Z

I HAVE A JOB! I work at Winn Dixie now, but not at the one Chris does. I work at the one closer to my house and the one Chris calls "Scary". It doesn't seem that scary to me. Anyway, I am so relieved I found a job. Money is finally coming my way. Hopefully I can use it wisely. That's one goal accomplished. One more to go. Get in shape.

So

2004-05-13T02:23:45Z

I haven't been a constant follower of American Idol. After tonight, I can't believe what happened. I will def. watch next season because this show is interesting and reels you in. Really.

Pictures

2004-04-27T19:45:17Z

Hey it's time for Pictures!!!

That's of me and my friend Katy.

That's of course of me and Jen,

This is of me and my friend Lea. I've posted a picture of her before with Danny. Danny is my roomie next year. He rocks.

This is of just me.

That's all for right now......

Time for some public entry action.

2004-04-16T18:30:49Z

Ok, in honor of Chris Hovel, my little brother, I'm copying him. Ask my three questions in a comment and I promise a reply. I don't care what they are. I will respond. Go for it. I made this entry public for a reason.